Self

She went from main jawn to side jawn to something in the ride jawn.
Lowering her standards, trying to find love
With her own tears she couldn’t even define love
Because of her own fear she hid what was inside, Love
A bona fide sister went right down the drain
She didn’t want to feel lonely so she rather take the pain.
Giving her all trying to satisfy any ol' lame
Her beauty and her intellect she refused to blame

Suddenly, with no remorse, she got on her horse
And traveled through dark woods searching and searching, trying to find Self
The self that was mistreated and disguised
The self that held her confidence and pride
The self that understood that through GOD, loneliness never arrives
The self that knew that, unexpectedly love will surprise
The self that is now being taught that love starts from within
Now self will like to repent
For allowing Satan to strike once again

Eventually, she becomes reunited with her self-esteem
Though this time,
With GOD she plays as a team
A bond, in which, not even Satan can break the seam.