Boy am I crazy or am I boy-crazy?

Dear Diary,

Boy am I crazy or am I boy-crazy?

Mr. R**** is the Muslim who wants to marry me. I don't think I can began to think about marriage can't even commit to a relationship. Anyways, my ideal boyfriend is definitely not a vendor who sales oils on 52nd street. And the fact that he already have a child makes my stomach churn. Yes, I do have high standards, but why do I continue to talk to him and not move on? Well, I'll admit it. Mr. R**** is actually a nice guy, but I guess he's just not for me.

Mr. D**** is an old boyfriend. I just recently caught up with him. Our first conversation since we became reunited was off the hook and it lasted about 3 hours. We now talk on a regular basis. It's getting weird though. Now, that my feelings for him are slowly coming back and the fact that he HAS A GIRLFRIEND just makes me all confused. He had the nerve to say he don't really want to be with her. What? He must think I'm some type of fool. You know that saying .. . If there's a will there's a way? Well, here's my saying . . . If there's a way then there's a will. I need to remember that we fell off for a reason and not dig up old bones. It's so hard because he's so sweet.

Mr. C********** is someone I met late December 2008. Nice guy, but either he's not interested in me or he's more interested in someone else. He "claims" I'm his girlfriend, but it's funny because I talk to him through a text message twice a week and I see him every other week. I just need to let that go.

Mr. C**** is like the love of my life. He's the only guy I ever feel in love with and even though we haven't been together, happily-in a long time. I still got this love for him that seems to never decease. How can I let him go?

Mr. K***** is the definition of immature. He asked me to be his girlfriend last night and I laughed at him. He is so annoying and every time I talk to him he reminds me how immature and irresponsible he his. Please lose his number girl.

Mr. T******* is someone I had a huge crush on for about six months. Then, we became neutral, but now it seems like he says and does things to make me dislike him. Now, T******* got it going on! Works for C******, attends Community College, he's cute, and he is sweet and very respectful. He's the guy a girl can take home to her dad and all her brothers if you know what I mean. Too bad he's not looking for a girlfriend because I would be the first to sign up. lol

Mr. S***** is the 28 year old that has been talked about in the last couple posts. I don't think he needs any more fame.

Well ... here's my diary.